It was about three in the afternoon, I think. About that time of day when the summer heat chases me back into the house. And besides, I was tired. I had been nurturing a twig in the ground for a couple of years, and now it was about 6 feet tall. So this morning I transplanted it to a new and hopefully permanent location near the patio. A Hawthorn tree, I think. So, I rested on the couch. And I was listening to some music. A nice long ambient piece by Eno. And I was just about to nod off, when there was a startlingly loud blast, like a gunshot accompanied by shattering glass. I sat up abruptly, thinking I was dreaming. That's when I looked up and saw that my window was completely blown out. There was glass everywhere. My heart began racing, my mind was trying to convert this crazy unreality into a rude matter of fact. I stepped into my shoes only to experience a sharp pain in my heel as it sank down onto a sliver of glass. That definitely made it clear that something was wrong. I hobbled to the window just in time to see a car at the corner past my house swing a U - turn and begin heading back my way. A moment later, another blast rocked my front door. I caught a glimpse of the guy. He looked familiar, but I couldn't quite place him. I could feel the warm wet blood in my shoe as I ran to the closet. My hands were shaking as I groped for my 16 gauge shotgun. It was a relic I bought at a flea market. I had never even fired it before. I just bought it on a whim after listening to the crisp metallic snap of the pump action. I had a moment of amazing clarity though, as I grabbed a box of shells from the shelf above and loaded four shots.
Another window shattered to the floor as I turned around. I got off a shot into the back of the car and saw the trunk fly open. I was ready now. A deadly calm came over me as I pumped out the empty shell. I knelt on the floor by the glassless window and steadied the barrel on the sill. I muttered, "Bring it on, asshole!", as I watched him turn to come back again. I could see his face now through the front windshield. I know who this is. We fired at the same time. I broke into a heavy sweat as I sat up on the couch and relived the dream. He had been me. I had been him. And we had just tried to kill ourselves.
Friday, June 19, 2009
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7 comments:
Very intense today, Mythos, that one had me shaking!
BTW, I saw today a copy of "Letter" and it's incredible. I love it. Congrats again on such a wonderful project.
OH! I haven't seen the "Letter". But have been curious about what others did. I was hoping the collages reproduced well. It was fun working with Scriber and her photos. Thanks!
Very dark, with a surprising ending that speaks to me of being at times our own worst enemy... (Something I can identify with!)
Janice.
Yes,a dream of working against one's self. Or some internal self-defeating division played out as a dream. Something like that!
Ok, what is going on in Pottsville...our Mayor is trying to kill himself?
Please don't do it!! :)
On a more serious note, I like it. Intense, and interesting...keeps your eading!
What is the letter? Did I miss something?
BG
Thanks, BG! "Letter" was the theme of a show Scriber and I put our collages in, afterward the exhibit was made available as an on-line print/per order catalog. I haven't seen it.
The end caught me by surprise.
Cool story. Disturbing, but oh so good :)
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